My life and your life is like a massive ship. It has inertia. You can decide to turn the ship but it doesn't happen immediately.
The times I have wanted to turn my life have been moments, and I expected somehow to wake up and things to be on the right track.
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But it takes time and the pieces to fall into place. And they do slowly start to fall into place. It is important to have recurring desires to turn the ship of life and that they be in the same direction. Because an individual moment of desire gets lost.
I didn't have the patience before to see the changes and so I changed again before knowing the results were working. Constantly zinging around back and forth trying things never seeing results because I didn't give it long enough. So now I take time knowing that this is the fastest route. Some things you cannot rush or force.