Profession
May
30
There are times in life when it feels like you walk alone though this is probably not the truth the perception is there and feels very real. But it is on the way to somewhere where you no longer walk alone and indeed do not feel it. Today I had an experience that fully placed me in the feeling alone category, though I was not.
I had a most shocking unwelcome 12 o'clock something this very day. I was eating a full English in a cafe in kentish town. Somewhere I have been but once or twice before. And even I might have chosen a seat where I could not see the passing crowd. But I chose to see the world go by by choice. But it was not the world go by it was a part of my significant past that went by holding hands with some guy. It was a shock at least but it was more in fact. I have no words that will explain the knife that sliced a part of me away it was just what is.
It is what it is.
I was waiting for alissa as we were going to the lido to enjoy the exceptional English summer. And the cold water helped shock me back to reality somewhat and I enjoyed the day as after we roller bladed in the park with some fine views and generally enjoying the abnormal weather. I really enjoyed it given the strange circumstances and more later on in the pub too the fact that chris moiles was in the pub. But it really did all happen, and that's why I need to write because if i wake up tomorrow I won't believe I didn't dream it.
It is what it is.
I was waiting for alissa as we were going to the lido to enjoy the exceptional English summer. And the cold water helped shock me back to reality somewhat and I enjoyed the day as after we roller bladed in the park with some fine views and generally enjoying the abnormal weather. I really enjoyed it given the strange circumstances and more later on in the pub too the fact that chris moiles was in the pub. But it really did all happen, and that's why I need to write because if i wake up tomorrow I won't believe I didn't dream it.
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